ONE must change with the flow (also shefa) of all existence. Linear time is a construct of our own human perception, yet all that has ever been and will ever be can only be found (experienced) within the shape and movement of THE INFINITE. CHANGE is the shape of life and death, good and evil, light and dark. The true shape of time is not a line but a dot which is in constant pursuit of a completely new direction, like a spiral, infinitely and for eternity. THE SHEFA / THE ABUNDANCE is a wealth and richness of spirit, a place where happiness and healthiness combine. True abundance is not a wealth of property, ownership and accumulation, but the wealth to be found within the necessary and constant process of pleasure called release. This is transformation, AKA The Letting Go. AKA The Orgasm. AKA The Healing.
Hollywood Texas Provider of Authentic Health And Care: I am a First Spirit, Sex, and Gender healer currently accepting clients and donations for my authentic spiritual service of sacred body work. My hands and arms are an extension of my heart and my heart will show you the sacredness of being, through loving touch - The First Medicine. I am not a masseuse, I do not perform massage. I am healer, my medicine is ancestral, somatic and sacred: providing pain relief therapy combined with pleasure activation therapy called Conscious Erotic Touch. I have only come to this place of pleasure through a great deal of pain as I am disabled, in chronic pain and have been (“ill”) since childhood. I am a holy, victorious warrior, thriving in love, despite my enemy’s mutilation and attempts to remove me from my birthright, from my purpose. The human body is not just a form for function’s sake, that is survival. The human body is also a form for the sake of the sensual, this is thrival (aka joy, enjoyment, pleasure, yes happiness)!
Colonial medicine only focuses on what it believes needs to be fixed, how well it can function and what remedies, within its interest, will support fixing/bettering the function of a thing. This sterilized, goal oriented way of medicine is controlled by profit and gain, and very often necessary and helpful to most these days. First Gender medicine though, does not believe in fixing anything for nature is a self-fixing thing. First Gender medicine is the restoration of the human form through the experience of authentic pleasure. This is authenticity as the medicine which lies within you, within us all. You must be willing to let go, in order to gain it though, push in order to pull, stop in order to go, have nothing in order to have everything. Abundance through release is science and art where I come from. For The First Gender (the indigenous, intersex, intergender, and interspirit way of being human) change is all there is and ever was, nothing needs fixing because nothing stays still (is fixed).
There is no opposite sex / gender/ spirit, there is no same sex / gender/ spirit, there is only Infinite Sex / Gender / Spirit. The First Sex, The First Gender, and The First Spirit are the shape of change, the "negative space" which gives rise to our own perception of what is (positive space). Change is the language of existence, and illness is a result of falling out of alignment with our authenticity / AKA our Firstness - our ALEF (one, oneness and Infinity) SELF / way of being. To flow (move, change) in alignment with our authentic nature, provides our body, and soul with a "healthiness" called pleasure. Pleasure is healing, pleasure is purposeful, potent medicine, unknown by any modern/western/colonial practice of healing or medicine. I am not a Medicine Woman, but I AM A MEDICINE, WOMAN; some might say a Soothsayer. I am aligned with the flow of abundance, I am The Shefasexual, ever in motion, ever in abundance and wealthy beyond measure; but the measurable comes in handy ya know?