BLACKMATTERLIVES

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Belief is a box, usually really only containing thoughts and maybe some feelings, which are not necessarily authentic to The Believer. Action is true words of belief though, and action is movement, and movement is the only language of life / of all existence. Black Matter Lives because black matter is movement, of the most authentic kind. “The colonizer” is a term I use to describe the being of our species which separates itself from the human, not just by belief but by action, from its aboriginal nature, its indigenous being (ways of movement known as The First Gender). One defining aspect which separates the human being from the colonized being are the movements made under the assumption that the settled upon truth, found through its own discovery, is the only and should be the only, truth which exists. Because of this ill-conceived perception of truth, the colonizer has deemed itself “The Discoverer” and thus justifies its own selfish pursuits through means of endless, judgment based violence upon all that which is Of Nature. To claim discovery is to claim new found knowledge of a/the truth, and to claim it as your own, as property. But when a people commit perpetual genocide against the indigenous nature of all it encounters in its path of "discovery", then what value is the claim?


The colonizer’s discovery of black matter didn’t happen until the past couple centuries, and at that, has only barely scratched the surface of the truth. If you have not only no knowledge of black matter but simultaneously actively pursue erasing or enslaving its existence (black & indigenous lives) every step of the way to discover all that has already been discovered, and to then identify and categorize every single encounter and claim it as your property, all in the name of "The Light", how can it (black matter / lives, or anything else for that MATTER) ever really actually be discovered? Even within its discovery, the colonized, anti-human being of "civility" has the audacity to assign its perceptions of truths as the fixed and definite attributes of all truths, in all existence. In order to do this, a separation must be made, one between opposites. Balanced and separated opposites carry connotations of good and bad, right and wrong, justice and villainy. To assume anything that is, can and should only be what it appears to be to a given individual at a certain point in time, is quite literally the opposite of intelligent. Intelligence is the knowledge of being able to know nothing at all. To know that you know nothing, is the first step to knowing any and all things, in truth.


If all a person can relate to darkness is negativity and can attribute positivity only to light, then that human will never know truth and therefore never truly know being. The truth is: that there is no separation. Only from our own unique human perspective, arrises a perceived separation. The truth, like all living things, is within constant motion (movement) and is never fixed, never stagnant. It is the human being who encounters limits, boundaries, borders, separations, chains and cages with the assumption that anything can even be known (or owned in any shape), especially by its own perception, let alone discovery. The (this, all & every) universe is infinite, just like pleasure - the only knowing of truth there is to do. Knowledge of the infinite, of the limitless, of the erotic, of the ecstatic, of the never ending ebb and flow; this is the knowledge of change, and the abundance it brings. The dark and the light are not separate, they are one, they are change: the language of all that exists. In fact it (movement) is a requirement of all existence. This is what appears to separate life from death; but what is death but also constant change? What is a ghost but a spirit unable/unwilling to change back into infinity?


The infinite is a terrifying place. Well, when you are unaware of or live in fear of change, infinity can be a very scary place. Embracing the authentically pleasurable movements of change as your one and only born instinct to pursue and suckle like a babe does a breast for milk, is similarly the most nutritious way to BE. Nutrients provide the body with the ability to change (aka move). Information within nutrients are turned/changed into information within the human body - you are what you eat. Humans and many/all other beings are born with the supreme intelligence/knowledge they need to survive and to thrive authentically, through and with change/move/adapt/evolve or they are not going to BE for very long; which is in of itself, filled with great purpose to one who values quality of life over quantity of life. Life, for any and every being in existence, is only always change, in all ways, all the way from an infant body, back into an infinite body and all change requires movement.


The limitations of our human existence are not only found within our human minds, but our bodies as well. In fact, limitations only inspire much more movement and are helpful in designing and designating the authenticity within. The opposite of our limitations are found within us as well, such as spirit, the imagination, intuition etc. In other words, our freedom to be and to speak the language of the infinite is what has no limits: hence a thing called "art" or creation! (Authentic Self) Creation/Creativity is our limited bodies’ chance to express and experience our limitlessness at the same time as our limitedness, all through movement. Because in truth, they truly are the same thing, there is no separation and art is not (only) what is created (aka “positive” space); but (most potently) the actual process (authentic movements called “negative” space) required to produce an authentic expression. Art is the process of creation, not (just) the product of it. A divine and sacred ability shared with the universe / creator of the universe / all existence; which cannot be capitalized, owned, enslaved corrupted or removed. Every human being is an artist, a creator, and every human being is THE ART. Our choices and decisions, our focus and our attention, our strength and our suppleness are our voice in this world as much as if not more so than our words, thoughts, or beliefs. Every single day we can choose to paint our own image through the movements of authentic pleasure of our unique self, or we can sacrifice our body for another’s profit / happiness / success/ fulfillment, and color inside the lines, or paint by numbers (i.e religion, specifically Abraham’s Three) etc.


Black matter is not the opposite of light matter, they are both the matter of ONENESS, and together create the image of the infinite: change; which by its very nature, is comprised of movement. As still as a human can be is as still as their heart can beat, as slow as their blood can flow. Change is the path to abundance. Abundance is as far as the closest star could be to earth, as slow and soft as the lung can collapse, just before a rapid ballooning called the inhale. An inhalation of air is not the opposite of the exhale, they are both, together called breath and breath is change, is movement from one to the other. The human body is constantly within motion and never stops. Even in death one thing remains and that is the language of change called decay. Movement is the only language, the language of all languages, one of life and death, of happiness and of sadness, of right and of wrong, of true and of false. Movement of above is as movement of below. To be one with movement requires all that Are Being, to move and to BE authentically, through pleasure (the combo of healthiness and happiness) AKA Being a Human Being. Call it illness or call it a sin, there is no humanity within that of an inauthentic breath.



Negative space (black matter) is not void of substance, it is not passive or receptive, it is not a space to be filled. Negative space forms the shape of positive space (light matter) not as a passive place but an ever changing, potential filled creature of pleasure, which connects and permeates all that the light touches and all that it does not. Black Matter is the truest form of community, the most sacred of space curated with the most authentically nutritious ingredient of purpose, and fulfillment through lightness as darkness - for too much light only encourages them eyes to close anyway. It is within the darkness that the eye opens widest. Black matter is what motivates the whale to swim and sing, the bird to fly, what encourages the colors and camouflage of nature and all its creatures to be one with their chosen purposeful movements of being. Black Matter Lives because black matter is movement, of the most authentic kind. A mystery motivated by means both beyond as well as one with, the movements of all existence, which may or may not even be perceivable or “discoverable” by a human in the first place.


The First Gender is the/your/our authentic gender, it is the/your/our authentic sex, and the/your/our authentic spirit held within every single living human being through the pursuit of authentic self pleasure. Since all beings who are, must change, must be in motion, The First Gender is not one gender, it is ONENESS gender, and all possible genders, and all possible sexes, and all possible spirits found within that which makes each and every single being unique to their body. The First Gender is a black, dense, vast matter, a sacred space and way of being which holds and binds any perceivable binary concept such as a Man or a Woman, new or old, right or wrong. The First Gender is the truth gender, all else are lies used to tell this truth for the wrong reasons. Authentic (Self) Pleasure is the queerest sexuality possible because it requires NO OTHER BODY, nor references any other within it. There is no same sex, no opposite sex. There is not even one orgasm or pleasurable encounter that replicates itself, each and every orgasm/pleasure/joy is as unique as each and every body is unique, as each and every day / moment / is unique. There is only each and every single one there is, for eternity. Perhaps every single piece of pleasure is unique as the moment in which it takes place. Perhaps all that ever is, has only ever been a tiny fraction of the infinite.

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I once observed in front of me, a human adult who stands in the face of the wind from the ocean, wearing a Donald Duck sailors hat on their head, which is kept at bay with the tip of a left middle finger, elbow out to the side, held and high and proud. In the other hand, below another high and proud elbow, is a plastic plane which is gasped elegantly, on top of and in the middle of, by turning the fingers toward the body and the thumb out to the side. They then lean into ocean wind with a smile on their face, squints their eyes while lifting up high onto tippy toes as if the breeze of life itself fulfills them to the very core and their body becomes one with flight. They soar until they can no longer, diving down toward the rough cement floor, which is covered in swirling sand, behind the sea wall of Ocean Beach. They rest on their knees as if to rest their wings before rising up to face the gusts and fly free once again. This is repeated over and over in ritual for the conjure of authenticity, authentic joy and pleasure, and not a care for what any other soul would be thinking of them doing this, in public. Orgasms don't just happen with/from genitals ya'll.



If you don’t believe humans can fly
Perhaps it’s because
You perceive there to be a separation
A dividing line between
Where the earth ends
And where the sky begins
But if you believe that all of the sky
Touches the earth and
That all of the earth touches the sky then
Flight is merely a matter of breath

BLACK
MATTER
​LIVES

​HTXXO